Something to remember

I’ve been writing on various blogs for the past 5 years -well of course not consistently,but it’s always great when I’m able to look back and think ‘wow,that’s what I thought of then?’ Or ‘ohmyenglish! look at that typo or grammatical error!’
I’ve always written diaries since I was young,and I still keep most of them! And it’s just so nice to be able to flip through and read my thoughts at that moment and relieve moments I’ve totally forgotten-I slowly realize the importance of jotting things down or just taking more pictures or videos -I realized that I don’t want to forget this particular moment that brought me such emotions.
And with the advancement of technology and my laziness ,writing on a blog is so much easier than a diary. And being able to upload pictures along -say whut.
Just a random thought and reminder as to why I still blog even though it’s inconsistent and probably no one reads it,but to be honest,it’s for no one else but me so I really don’t care who reads this or well.. Doesn’t.

Ok
Really can’t believe it’s the month of September and spm is just roughly less than 55 days away. Been having trials for the past 2 and a half weeks and we’re finally left with the last day!
Really have to start studying hard now but feeling relieved that I’m slowly having this familiar feeling when doing my papers :)
I really hope I’ll be able to enjoy whatever is left of high school before it really really ends. I think it’s finally hitting me that I’m actually finishing HIGH SCHOOL. No more uniforms,multiple subjects I don’t even want to take,NO MORE BM!! But I will miss just the whole concept of school and I know once I leave I’ll never be able to relieve the whole process again. And of course friends-we take it for granted when we see each other at school every day but it’s the rare ones that really stick to us even after high school ends and I hope the ones that I’ve stuck through with for the past 3 years will continue to stick with me even after it all and we go on our separate pathways.
So here are some pictures over the last few months -enjoy! :)

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That’s all for now! Don’t think I’ll be updating till after spm. Only updated today because I’m procrastinating to sleep (I know,who does this?). Ok,current time is 2:11 a.m. and I’m out yo.

Thoughts

It always bugs me when i’m in a conversation with someone and they don’t make an equal effort as you to keep up the conversation. It frustrates me to no end and maybe i deserve it and it’s karma biting me in the ass because i frequently ignore people’s messages or reply with a half-hearted response because i’m not interested in them or they just annoy me.

But maybe it’s also the other person that just isn’t good with conversations and needs small boosts to be able to continue on.

I hate it the most when someone replies ‘lol’ or ‘hahaha’ -the end.

and i’m like what the crap?! How do you expect someone to continue a conversation like that or do you expect the other party to keep keeping up the conversation. At least I don’t act to that extent,honestly,i’d much rather you didn’t reply if all you were gonna reply was hahaha and expect me to continue a new topic.

It’s people that continuously do this that really just makes me wanna strangle them at times.

I cant say i’ve never replied someone with a conversation ender and just leave it at that,but i normally wouldn’t.

I guess i just haven’t found people who can understand my long messages with explanations or sometimes short replies because i’m not in the mood -probably on Christine.

Isn’t it nice when you receive a long message and at least you understand what the other person is saying without having to crack your brain from a one sentence message and figure out what the other party is talking about?!

This is why i prefer talking in person or on the phone. If you don’t know me or well,if you do, i’m quite a chatterbox if i want to -don’t expect me to be one early in the morning or after a mentally/physically draining there,lets just be in comfortable silence :D

I guess i’ve just been meeting people like these and its just draining me emotionally,hence,the rant post.

Anyways, where else to rant than your own blog?

Will do a proper update soon xx

March 2014

Its already the third month of 2014! How time flies.

I havent opened my blog in about a year on a laptop and i just realized how awful my layout looks >< I’ve been updating through my phone in the few recent posts so i havent seen the layout in about a year or possibly more than that!

March has been a busy month. 

Was at Kuala Selangor for Track & Field MSSD. The haze was so bad that week but they still continued the games… of course…Malaysia Boleh! But am happy i finally got an individual medal :) despite our relays not getting gold this year,i’m still really proud of us P1 girls! :D And of course MWT is champion yet again! Three years in a row yo! And way ahead with 24 golds,beat em’ segar asses! 

And right after Track MSSD the following week was Badminton MSSD. Managed to get gold for singles and bronze for doubles :) Am extremely happy i managed to get gold for singles for my last year! MSSS centralized training would start soon,possibly after school holidays and then MSSS and then examssssss.

Missed out on March exams because of my sports but would have to retake after the holidays are over :( 

Went for VI’s Interact Club Treasure Hunt today,boy was it exhausting! Going all over KL. But was great meeting old and new friends :) 

Really tired right now but just trying to hold on till at least 8PM…..  2 more hours to go!! 

What i really want is to just stay home and do nothing after 2 weeks of non-stop activity. Am just thoroughly exhausted mentally and physically, my body really needs time to heal right now. Muscles are all aching especially my shoulders and arms and after today’s treasure hunt,i’m gonna be aching all over tomorrow! 

Anyways,one week of holiday!! Whoohoo!! :D 

Till the next time, 

xx

17.

Finally 17! -it was just like any other day but one filled with love from loved ones :)
Had korean dinner the night before with the fambam as I had tuition on the day itself. Tried out a new restaurant – Daorae Plus Korean BBQ Restaurant at Mont Kiara. T’was good 👍😁

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And then on the day itself,the girls gave me a combined present. Athirah gave me a slice of cake and Christine baked cheesecake for me :)

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Olahraga competition in 10 days!!! Can’t believe I won’t be going for training after this 😢 am gonna miss it so much! 😭😭😭 I don’t want it to end so quickly!!! #lastyearwoes

Moreover with exams and SPM more importantly coming up. Haih,I don’t even wanna think of anything else…. How to leave my running man,wgm and my korean dramas 😭 ……. #lotsofwillpowerneeded

Ok,training tomorrow morning! Tata
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17.

Finally 17! -it was just like any other day but one filled with love from loved ones :)
Had korean dinner the night before with the fambam as I had tuition on the day itself. Tried out a new restaurant – Daorae Plus Korean BBQ Restaurant at Mont Kiara. T’was good 👍😁

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And then on the day itself,the girls gave me a combined present. Athirah gave me a slice of cake and Christine baked cheesecake for me :)

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Olahraga competition in 10 days!!! Can’t believe I won’t be going for training after this 😢 am gonna miss it so much! 😭😭😭 I don’t want it to end so quickly!!! #lastyearwoes

Moreover with exams and SPM more importantly coming up. Haih,I don’t even wanna think of anything else…. How to leave my running man,wgm and my korean dramas 😭 ……. #lotsofwillpowerneeded

Ok,training tomorrow morning! Tata 👋

Sum up of 2013

At 12:22 am -Burke,Virginia timing- looking through my Instagram has suddenly made me realize what a year this has been. And what other place to pour out all these emotions than my poor dead blog…

The year started out with me having to face new subjects and new classmates and the good news that Christine was moving to mwt!
But then I was faced with Athirah moving to asrama and not being able to compete together for track&field.
Then the wave of sports start -badminton and track&field for about a month.

Soon,it was midterms and soon after I joined the f1 in Schools competition which just came in like a whirlwind in my life -going through SO MUCH. But having comfort in thought that I now know that if a circumstance like that arises I would know how to deal with it or rather able to deal with it. Man just thinking about it is just making my head shake…oh and also knowing I can sleep at 6 am 2 days in a row and have a full day with minimal sleep- but yeah,so as not to hurt anybody I shan’t write more about it :)
But from not being able to get into nationals to finding out about the collaboration to Christine not joining with me this time round to facing with new teammates across the ocean to actually managing to pull through the whole competition and growing close with many other teams that I’m so grateful to have met! :)

And through the whole f1 in schools competition having to face August exams and finals as well was just well… Challenging I guess? I definitely have to work much harder this year of course seeing as it’s spm year ugh.
And well I was in the UK for a week and now three weeks in US and will be leaving in a few days and soon it’ll be form 5 life :( ready? No,call me for it later.

I guess that pretty much sums up my 2013. I’ve definitely grown a lot mentally and hopefully I’ll be able to be a much better person in 2014 and achieve my goals by working hard and being able to do what I love as well.
• last year of mssd/msss for me-this was definitely a big part of my schooling years.
• work hard for spm of course.
• to well,not be so lazy hehe.
• to be more patient with my family members and to appreciate every moment I have with them
• to grow closer to God and to help the people around me whom I love to
know Him,love and trust him as well.

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2:05 a.m.

And as I’m writing this,the seconds tick towards the 6th minute.
Hello hello! Anyonghasaeyo :)
It has been too long and now too late in the night /early in the morning.
A short post before I head off to dreamland. Just a lil update on life lately :) through pictures of course!

-JULY-
Some fisheye lens fun with mah gurls

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-AUGUST-

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September was a craze with F1 as you can see from pictures above. Made lots of friends and memories and here I go one more time! Nationals here we come! :)

-OCTOBER-

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I’m pretty glad October is almost ever and EVEN MORE THAT EXAMS ARE OVER WHOOHOO NO MORE BOOKS TILL 2014!!!! But then again.. Time is short for my f1 competition,I really hope we’ll be able to do our best and work together despite being a sea apart….

There are some pictures that I’ve never revealed before and yet some that I’ve posted on my Instagram (@sammychinnn) too! -because it’s edited and collaged,so much easier! But I thought I’d give y’all a treat and give some never before seen photos haha.

Anyways,I hope you all (if there is still one even) enjoyed this post! Ain’t that short eh? It is currently 2:25 and I am signing off! Till the next time which won’t be for a long time! 😊

[wordpress is too complicated on my phone and they only show links for my pictures so I can't put up the 'September' part to divide my photos but it's after the Raya photos :) also in September-Megan's first birthday with my nephews and being a tiger for a day 🐯 and Manzil's surprise party-success! ]